I'm falling for a married woman,
Everyday that I see her I fall a little more.
Her beauty is unchanging,
Her voice has a comforting tone,
Her touch is sheer pleasure,
Yes, I'm in Love with a married woman,
And the married woman is my wife.
I Love You Deb.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Text to Deb, when things looked impossible:
Doesn't matter how heavy things get, the Lord tells us to give Him our burdens, and He gives us His spirit,(which is lighter than air). Keep moving forward, for the goal is in sight.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
What goes through the Minds of the Little Ones
The little ones must think that life is fun, because they mostly play and sleep. When they do wrong or if they play too rough they get a stern talking too.But other wise, life is good. They couldn't survive without the help and guidance of the big ones. They love the big ones, and the big ones love them.
The little ones can't figure out why the big ones can do the most amazing things and why they cannot. But they don't dwell on it because there is more time to play.
The little ones day consists of waking up, eating, playing, sleeping, playing, sleeping etc...
The little ones love depending on the big ones, and the big ones love loving the little ones.
In the little ones eyes they see the big ones do the most amazing things by walking through the barriers that confines the little ones from exploring new places, but the big ones know that if it wasn't for these barriers that the little ones could be hurt or even lost.
The little ones can't walk through these barriers but they can see through some of them. The don't understand why that even though they can see outside of these barriers that whoever is out there might not see the little ones. And when the little ones try calling to them that they can't hear them. So why is it that when the big ones open a barrier and they walk through there might be another barrier that the little ones can see through and if they try calling out to others then they can hear them. And then the big ones come and try to quite the little ones.
Why is it that sometimes when the big ones walk through the barriers by themselves or with other big ones they sometimes don't come back for a really long time?
Today, the little ones walked out of the barriers with the big ones, they were wanting to run and play, but the big ones had them stay close. The little ones watched as one of the big ones got into a box and the box then closed all around the big one. But just in a matter of a minute or less the big one that was outside of the box was able to stick his head through the box and then the little ones could see and hear the other big one. And even though the little ones couldn't touch the big one in the box they were content with just hearing her voice.
The big one leaned back into the box again and the little ones heard a phrase that they hear all the time "I Love You".
Then the big one pulled his head back out of the box, and the box started to move away from the little ones. The little ones started to cry, they all just stood there watching as the box disappeared. The little ones tried to find the box but the other big one held them close and told them that she would be home soon. Then the little ones played for a short time in the hot air before the big one brought them back into the cool barriers that keep them safe from harm. Now it's nap time again. Then they will play, eat, and sleep. Then when it's time for the big ones to return the little ones greet them as if they haven't seen them for years, they hug and kiss the big ones and show them that even though the little ones were busy all during the day, they were just passing the time until they get to see the big ones again.
Big Ones - Buzz and Deb,
Little Ones - Sarah, Sadie and Troubles.
The little ones can't figure out why the big ones can do the most amazing things and why they cannot. But they don't dwell on it because there is more time to play.
The little ones day consists of waking up, eating, playing, sleeping, playing, sleeping etc...
The little ones love depending on the big ones, and the big ones love loving the little ones.
In the little ones eyes they see the big ones do the most amazing things by walking through the barriers that confines the little ones from exploring new places, but the big ones know that if it wasn't for these barriers that the little ones could be hurt or even lost.
The little ones can't walk through these barriers but they can see through some of them. The don't understand why that even though they can see outside of these barriers that whoever is out there might not see the little ones. And when the little ones try calling to them that they can't hear them. So why is it that when the big ones open a barrier and they walk through there might be another barrier that the little ones can see through and if they try calling out to others then they can hear them. And then the big ones come and try to quite the little ones.
Why is it that sometimes when the big ones walk through the barriers by themselves or with other big ones they sometimes don't come back for a really long time?
Today, the little ones walked out of the barriers with the big ones, they were wanting to run and play, but the big ones had them stay close. The little ones watched as one of the big ones got into a box and the box then closed all around the big one. But just in a matter of a minute or less the big one that was outside of the box was able to stick his head through the box and then the little ones could see and hear the other big one. And even though the little ones couldn't touch the big one in the box they were content with just hearing her voice.
The big one leaned back into the box again and the little ones heard a phrase that they hear all the time "I Love You".
Then the big one pulled his head back out of the box, and the box started to move away from the little ones. The little ones started to cry, they all just stood there watching as the box disappeared. The little ones tried to find the box but the other big one held them close and told them that she would be home soon. Then the little ones played for a short time in the hot air before the big one brought them back into the cool barriers that keep them safe from harm. Now it's nap time again. Then they will play, eat, and sleep. Then when it's time for the big ones to return the little ones greet them as if they haven't seen them for years, they hug and kiss the big ones and show them that even though the little ones were busy all during the day, they were just passing the time until they get to see the big ones again.
Big Ones - Buzz and Deb,
Little Ones - Sarah, Sadie and Troubles.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Kiss- "Destroyer" Album 1976 - Beth
For those of you that know this song, go ahead and read it to the tune.
"Beth"
Beth, I hear you callin'
But I can't come home right now
Me and the boys are playin'
And we just can't find the sound
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't a home
And I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
Beth, I know you're lonely
And I hope you'll be alright
'Cause me and the boys will be playin'
All night
This is one song in my own opinion that stands out from what this band normally sings. Not really, the music is slower and the words seem easy to listen to. but if they put a lot of thrashing guitars and fast thumping drums and yelled the lyrics, it would sound just like the other "head banging music".
This a Love ballot? The name of the Album is "Destroyer".
I grew up on "Heavy Metal" and I really like this song as well as other "Ballots" from other Metal Bands.
I'm just looking at them from a different view now.
Again this is just my opinion, you take it your own way.
The song starts out with two people that are in love, but not necessary with each other.
She seems to want him to spend more time with her, and he act's like he wants too, but when it all comes down to what is important to him, he lets others decide for him. so is he weak? or does he just say what she wants to hear?
and in the end, it doesn't matter what he tells her with words, because his actions tells the truth.
I would never put anything or person above my love. I made a promise to her when we got married, that she is the "first" in my life,but second only to the LORD. which means my Lord comes first and she is above anything and everything else. When she calls me, I'm there. The "boys" won't pull me away.
"Beth"
Beth, I hear you callin'
But I can't come home right now
Me and the boys are playin'
And we just can't find the sound
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't a home
And I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
Beth, I know you're lonely
And I hope you'll be alright
'Cause me and the boys will be playin'
All night
This is one song in my own opinion that stands out from what this band normally sings. Not really, the music is slower and the words seem easy to listen to. but if they put a lot of thrashing guitars and fast thumping drums and yelled the lyrics, it would sound just like the other "head banging music".
This a Love ballot? The name of the Album is "Destroyer".
I grew up on "Heavy Metal" and I really like this song as well as other "Ballots" from other Metal Bands.
I'm just looking at them from a different view now.
Again this is just my opinion, you take it your own way.
The song starts out with two people that are in love, but not necessary with each other.
She seems to want him to spend more time with her, and he act's like he wants too, but when it all comes down to what is important to him, he lets others decide for him. so is he weak? or does he just say what she wants to hear?
and in the end, it doesn't matter what he tells her with words, because his actions tells the truth.
I would never put anything or person above my love. I made a promise to her when we got married, that she is the "first" in my life,but second only to the LORD. which means my Lord comes first and she is above anything and everything else. When she calls me, I'm there. The "boys" won't pull me away.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
"Dining Etiquette" for Denny's
This is a true encounter I had while eating at a Denny's Restaurant.
I had made plans to have a "Last Breakfast" on May 21st. 2011, ( The day that the world was to end. according to a "crazy dude".)
Any how I invited a bunch of people from work, and decided that we should have this around 3am. that way the time would be in between the times in which the two night shift's get done.
And wouldn't you know it, since I was off the day prior I feel asleep waiting for the time that I was to be there.
I got there about 20mins. late, and when I went inside the waitress asked if I was alone? for now, I said there will be more coming soon.
So she sat me in a booth and I faced myself where I was facing the door and I could also see out the window.
I ordered a "sampler"- which had onion rings, cheese sticks, chicken strips. and also ordered some "pancake puppies", and a chocolate shake.
I prayed over the food, and while sitting there waiting I was talking to God.
when the waitress brought the food out she asked again if I would be eating alone?
I assured her that there would be more coming, because we were calling this our "Last Breakfast" and when she asked why we were calling it that, then I went on to remind her that today is the "end of the world" and then I just smiled at her.
Not seeing it then but looking back now there was terror in her eyes. I continued looking out the window just waiting to see if I knew anyone that was coming in.
A few minutes later the Manager came over and again asked if I was eating alone and if everything was alright? I assured him that yes everything was fine and that my friends were just running late.
I then asked the manager , by any chance did anyone come in before I got there looked around and then left without ordering ?
He just motioned for the waitress to come over and while he was standing there he asked the waitress the question that I had just asked him moments earlier. she shook her head no, then moved quickly back to the kitchen. He then said that if there was anything that I needed just ask , because we don't want any trouble.
Thinking he was joking, I said well then you should have thought about that before you sent me these dried up burnt pancake puppies, Then I smiled and continued looking out the window. I happened to look at the clock which was right above the kitchen. and I noticed that the waitress and the cook was looking right at me, as our eyes met they quickly looked away. I just blew it off as a weird thing. As I continued looking and waiting I noticed that a "Town Cop" pulled in the parking lot. Thinking to my self wow, Denny's must serve "Doughnuts" now , and I laughed to myself. I watched as the officer got out of his car he walked in with one hand on his gun. He must be wanting to impress the waitresses, (tough guy). as he walked in the manager met him at the door I watched them as they were speaking and then it happened, something that made me feel really uncomfortable. they both at the same time looked over at me. I just smiled then looked back out the window. out of the corner of my eye I could see someone walking up to the table.
As I looked up to see who it was I noticed that it was the officer and as he started talking to me I looked around the room , where did everyone go, there were people a couple of tables away that were not there now. I never saw anyone leave.
The officer asked me how everything was, and I just looked at him and asked what was going on? he never answered me, instead he asked another question, what was I doing there? I was getting pissed, so I asked him "What are you doing here"?
He than said to me, Son I'm doing the asking, all you need to be doing is answering.
I then said , OK I'm waiting for some friends and we are going to have breakfast together, is that a crime? I said.
No, it is not, but you've been waiting for them quite a long time.
I looked back at the clock and said, it has only been an hour. then He asked , just what did I mean that this would be my last meal, and how was I going to kill myself? was I planning on hurting the people in the restaurant?
WHAT??!! just what the heck are you talking about? I never said that is my last meal, I said this was the "Last Breakfast", you know today is supposed to be the end of the world. and then I realized that I do look a little crazy looking, I mean I haven't shaved for almost a year, and my hair is getting long, and since I haven't had much sleep my eyes must be red. I guess I do look like trouble.
he then called on his radio and asked for assistance, He asked if I would walk outside with him?
I told him NO! that I was waiting on my friends to show up, Thinking to myself, just where the heck are they.
He then asked me to stand up from the booth, I still held my ground and said no, then I took a bite of a chicken strip and looked back out the window. he then reached across the table knocking the chicken out of my hand and grabbing my arm which he then started twisting it until I slid across the bench to where I could get out of the booth. I tried to free my arm when he grabbed my other arm and very quickly put hand cuffs on me, he then slammed my head down on the table.
and I heard a faint voice, excuse me sir are you alright?
as I looked up from the table, I saw the waitress looking concerned.
WOW! I said I must have falling asleep? she said you looked like you were trying to fight it but then you just fell right on the table. are you OK?
Yes, thank you, I'll just take whats left home in a box.
I asked her if anyone showed up? she just smiled and said no.
Well if anyone did show up and didn't see me I was the one slumped over in the booth, and if no-one showed up then, that's OK too. Because I had a nice meal and conversation with God.(Hint: Don't fall asleep while talking with God, because He will wake you up.)
I had made plans to have a "Last Breakfast" on May 21st. 2011, ( The day that the world was to end. according to a "crazy dude".)
Any how I invited a bunch of people from work, and decided that we should have this around 3am. that way the time would be in between the times in which the two night shift's get done.
And wouldn't you know it, since I was off the day prior I feel asleep waiting for the time that I was to be there.
I got there about 20mins. late, and when I went inside the waitress asked if I was alone? for now, I said there will be more coming soon.
So she sat me in a booth and I faced myself where I was facing the door and I could also see out the window.
I ordered a "sampler"- which had onion rings, cheese sticks, chicken strips. and also ordered some "pancake puppies", and a chocolate shake.
I prayed over the food, and while sitting there waiting I was talking to God.
when the waitress brought the food out she asked again if I would be eating alone?
I assured her that there would be more coming, because we were calling this our "Last Breakfast" and when she asked why we were calling it that, then I went on to remind her that today is the "end of the world" and then I just smiled at her.
Not seeing it then but looking back now there was terror in her eyes. I continued looking out the window just waiting to see if I knew anyone that was coming in.
A few minutes later the Manager came over and again asked if I was eating alone and if everything was alright? I assured him that yes everything was fine and that my friends were just running late.
I then asked the manager , by any chance did anyone come in before I got there looked around and then left without ordering ?
He just motioned for the waitress to come over and while he was standing there he asked the waitress the question that I had just asked him moments earlier. she shook her head no, then moved quickly back to the kitchen. He then said that if there was anything that I needed just ask , because we don't want any trouble.
Thinking he was joking, I said well then you should have thought about that before you sent me these dried up burnt pancake puppies, Then I smiled and continued looking out the window. I happened to look at the clock which was right above the kitchen. and I noticed that the waitress and the cook was looking right at me, as our eyes met they quickly looked away. I just blew it off as a weird thing. As I continued looking and waiting I noticed that a "Town Cop" pulled in the parking lot. Thinking to my self wow, Denny's must serve "Doughnuts" now , and I laughed to myself. I watched as the officer got out of his car he walked in with one hand on his gun. He must be wanting to impress the waitresses, (tough guy). as he walked in the manager met him at the door I watched them as they were speaking and then it happened, something that made me feel really uncomfortable. they both at the same time looked over at me. I just smiled then looked back out the window. out of the corner of my eye I could see someone walking up to the table.
As I looked up to see who it was I noticed that it was the officer and as he started talking to me I looked around the room , where did everyone go, there were people a couple of tables away that were not there now. I never saw anyone leave.
The officer asked me how everything was, and I just looked at him and asked what was going on? he never answered me, instead he asked another question, what was I doing there? I was getting pissed, so I asked him "What are you doing here"?
He than said to me, Son I'm doing the asking, all you need to be doing is answering.
I then said , OK I'm waiting for some friends and we are going to have breakfast together, is that a crime? I said.
No, it is not, but you've been waiting for them quite a long time.
I looked back at the clock and said, it has only been an hour. then He asked , just what did I mean that this would be my last meal, and how was I going to kill myself? was I planning on hurting the people in the restaurant?
WHAT??!! just what the heck are you talking about? I never said that is my last meal, I said this was the "Last Breakfast", you know today is supposed to be the end of the world. and then I realized that I do look a little crazy looking, I mean I haven't shaved for almost a year, and my hair is getting long, and since I haven't had much sleep my eyes must be red. I guess I do look like trouble.
he then called on his radio and asked for assistance, He asked if I would walk outside with him?
I told him NO! that I was waiting on my friends to show up, Thinking to myself, just where the heck are they.
He then asked me to stand up from the booth, I still held my ground and said no, then I took a bite of a chicken strip and looked back out the window. he then reached across the table knocking the chicken out of my hand and grabbing my arm which he then started twisting it until I slid across the bench to where I could get out of the booth. I tried to free my arm when he grabbed my other arm and very quickly put hand cuffs on me, he then slammed my head down on the table.
and I heard a faint voice, excuse me sir are you alright?
as I looked up from the table, I saw the waitress looking concerned.
WOW! I said I must have falling asleep? she said you looked like you were trying to fight it but then you just fell right on the table. are you OK?
Yes, thank you, I'll just take whats left home in a box.
I asked her if anyone showed up? she just smiled and said no.
Well if anyone did show up and didn't see me I was the one slumped over in the booth, and if no-one showed up then, that's OK too. Because I had a nice meal and conversation with God.(Hint: Don't fall asleep while talking with God, because He will wake you up.)
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
No Thank You, My Plate is too full now.
Why is it that sometimes our plates seem to be over flowing with things to be done?
Some times things are so good looking and very desiring. Other times we think that we need to do these things just to get by.
And some times it's a little of both, but what if it's someone else that is filling our plate? Some one who doesn't see or really seem to care that we are overwhelmed with too many tasks.No matter how you try to tell them, "HEY MY PLATE IS FULL!!! QUIT PUTTING MORE ON IT!!!"
Even through we need things on our plates to survive, We need to have a plan of just what is going on our plates.
We need a "Healthy Diet" and quit having people put their junk and other peoples responsibilities on ours.
Just because in the past we helped out in a "Pinch" doesn't mean that we can do it forever.
There are people "dying" to have something to put on their plates while ours keep piling up.
It's good to indulge in "LIFE", but we shouldn't over indulge if there is a "health risk" (being over worked, stressed out).
A Doctor could prescribe us a pill and / or exercise. But our plates will remain filling up because others aren't seeing how they are treating you.
You can tell them time and time again but they see you as weak or lazy.
That's when we need to sit them down and say, "you are asking too much, and I know that in the past I could do all this and more, I gave you an inch then, but now you are taking more than a mile of my time. I'm finding it hard to do my job and what you ask here and there, but you keep adding more everyday, and you keep changing your mind on how things need to be done".
Then we need to tell the other's that keep putting things on our plates to back off. I will do what I'm asked as long as it pertains to what I was originally hired for.I know this job changes daily, but the main focus stays the same, and I'm having a hard time doing my main task when everything else you give me is (has to be put on the top of the "things to do list").
I love my job, and I'm proud to be a part of this organization, But my health and well being comes first, I can't give you 100% of my time, I have a family.
And don't even play the "God Card", God knows what I can handle, and when my work takes me away from church and away from the time that I worship and praise the lord. Then I know that this (all the extra on my plate) is NOT of Him.
I'm gonna try something new, instead of having my best "China" out, I'm gonna start using "Paper Plates". Meaning that when my plate seems to be getting to full I WILL stop the portions coming on it, because I don't want it to fold up and land in my lap. And when the day is done, I will just throw the "plate" away and start a new one the next day, I will not be taking my job home!!
And if they still can't understand this short conception of how my life (at work) is falling apart, then I will find a more "healthier diet" some place else.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
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